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Post by America on Jun 6, 2011 21:10:23 GMT -5
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Let's get one thing straight: this is NOT a diary. Not that anyone but me should even be reading this! But it's not a diary, dairys diary's are girly and pink and I picked a really manly shade of blue for this thing! Bask in my manness manly-ness, dammit!
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I can't believe i let my therapist talk me into this. 'Writing a journal will hep jelp help you figure things out' she said 'Just write whatever comes to mind' she said....
...You know, she even said she wasn't gonna read it unless I let her? how is this supposed to be good For my therapy if my therapist doesn't even know what's in here?
But it's kind of nice. i can write whatever I want and nobody but me will ever find out! It's a secret supper super-log of me! That's pretty cool! REALLY COOL!
first super-log, activate!
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what do I write in here? just...Stuff?
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name: Alfred
age: 233 ish ?
i like: being awesome being a superpower food
i don't like: everyone mad at me
reason for stupid therapy:
friends: TONY Igg Mattie
enemies: TERRORISTS! and bad guys
...i don't wnna wanna write anything else. also, this pen s*incoherent scribbly*
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Post by America on Jun 12, 2011 16:13:18 GMT -5
FINALLY! Had to go buy new pens, couldn't find any good ones. Not that I really wanted to write down all my girly fiee feelings and junk or anything, because this totally is NOT a dairy diary!
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Was just bored. Really bored. That's it.
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Really!
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Okay, maybe I wanted to write stuff too. It kinda feels good to write stuff down. Gets it out of my head so i don't have to think about it anymore. I hate thinking about stuff. And the wheweather. DC weather, G R O S S! Only good thing is my apartment here has AC.
AC/DC?
wouldn't normally be in town this time of year but boss insisted. Wants me nearby in case something happens. probably to ME, because of this...this...
apartment's nice. Renting this one with my service pay. Other people here think i'm just a iraq vet - old couples + new families in this building mostly. Nice enough to pretend they don't see Tony or boss's guys delivering weekly paperwork.
yes, i totally do paperwrkwork. don't have heart attack, super-secret-super-log-thing. not that i think you can
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its just giving opinions mostly anyway... 'Does INSERT COUNTRY HERE like this?' 'Does INSERT COUNTRY HERE want that?' 'How is INSERT COUNTRY HERE feeling?' Boss uses it to talk to eveyb everybody else's bosses. Must be working, the others all like thim this boss a lot. i like filling the stuff out about my states better, i know most of them better than the other nations.
Note to self: find awesome present for California. just got new bag of w ma ca MEDICAL STUFF from him. gut finally stopped stabbing itself.
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I wanna redo that list.
I like: food, friends
i don't like: being yelled at, TOO STICKY AND HOT WEATHER
friends: TONY, Mattie, Yong Soo, Ig
enemies: still terrorists
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List still sucks.
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Post by America on Jun 24, 2011 21:12:04 GMT -5
Not feeling good today.
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My thearapist therapist asked if I was writing in here duing during out our session. Told her i was. (just not much) Reminded me i could just put anything in here, but...
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i don't like the whole therapy thing. No one else has to got go to one i bet! i can't see Francis talking to some shrink about how he felt during the french revolition revolution or Ludwig finding out what being a nazi had to do with his moter mother or whatever.
*incoherent scribble* THAT'S THE BEST MENTAL IMAGE!
"Zo, Germany, tell me about ze way you felt in ze 1930s"
*more incoherent scribble*
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i still don't like it though...i was just fine all those centuries before now! Didn't need a therapist then, andi and I don't wanr want one now!!!
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she's really nice though
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I HATE DEPRESSING STUFF! LET'S HAVE SOME SO GOOD MEMORIES IN HERE NEXT!
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Post by America on Jun 29, 2011 12:57:40 GMT -5
Good memoroes memories are hard to write.
I di don't get why, but...maybe its beuca 'cuz if i think about them long enough, they turn into bad memories aftert...
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Like Ivan! And arthur.
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dug out my lava lap lamp and turned it on this morning. Forgot how much i like watching it ooze around in there - its very soothing.
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dein dei DEFINIATELYTELY did not get it during the 60s. was kinda running away from my boss, culd couldn't carry anything like a lamp doing that. Once i had noue enough stuff in my head i didn't even care...
it's probably a bad sign I miss all that. I really felt toat totally free being a hippie. No boss to order me around! And the drugs kept the noise out of my head so I ca could THINK!
...not about what i was doing though i don't even know how many i i don't think i knocs knocked anyone up, but...
*incoherent scribbling*
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i'd probably STILL be a hippie iof i didn't run into mattie back then. Locked me up unto until i sobered out and dragged me back to my boss. back to that FUCKING WAR *incoherent scribbling*
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note to self: punch Mattie in face thank him sometime
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Post by America on Jul 3, 2011 21:02:19 GMT -5
Rechek Rechecked my math. tomorrow I'm gonna turn 235. I had no idea i was 234! Looking at the no number makes me feel old. though it feels like forv forever since the Bicentennial...I guess time flies?
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Well, i can't complaina complain about the party this year. Don't have enough money to throw a huge bash, and no reason to either - just another birthday. Plus Minnesota...
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Minn hit a shutdown last friday. state showd shutdowns are a pain in the ass, but at least it's kust just one stae state and not the federal government agaon again...
Visted visited Minn yesterday. He threw a clock at my head. Guess that means he's doing all right? not my fault he's got a shutdown.
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Does this ahpp happen to anyone else? State shutdowns and stuff, parts of you falling aslepe asleep that have no business being asleep...and i still might default
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Stupid politics! i just wanna watch fireworks, eat a burger, and pretend life is normal! Guess it's gonna me be me and Tony unless Yong Soo or somebody else comes by.
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probably no way HE'S coming...
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Post by America on Jul 24, 2011 1:22:58 GMT -5
Why was this in my freezer?
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Seriously, i was looking for it for like weeks and finally it turns out to be in the frees freezer. That doens't doesn't even make sense! at least it didn't get damange damaged or anything...
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ignoging ignoring politics in DC is really hard, it turns out. Minn's shutdown is over, FINALLY, but that THING is getting closer and closer to actually happening.
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will it hurt when i defu default?
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and who gave Arthur my cell number?
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Post by America on Aug 2, 2011 20:14:25 GMT -5
I
LOVE
MY
BOSS!!!!
Wish they'd stop figfh fighting, but i'm so happy i don't even CARE now!
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Post by America on Aug 21, 2011 15:58:58 GMT -5
Damn house arrrest arrest, not even fair...
...well, maybe it's ci kinda fi fair. I did kind of get insanely drunk and ran around in the Capitol building calling congress a bunch of whingy whiny brats or something, i don't remember exactly. Tjery They TOTALLY DESERVED IT, fucking holding a knife to my throat like that with their stupid dea debt ceiling crap!
Also i may have stolen or broken a ton og stuff in there while being chased by security. wish I could remenber remember that part, it sounds like i had fun.
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Even thopugh though the boss said he symphatui sympathized, i still had to apologize to the leaders on each side and then got put in lock-down back in my apartment. At least the press bought the story of me being a poor government employee who got a little too wopr worked up or whatever while i was running around in there, but...
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I'M SO BOOOOOOORED!
i hate not ging going outside! At least Tony can go get me MickyD's, but...why's Barack gotta torture me like this, ordewring ordering me to stay home for a mons month when there's nothing but reruns on TV and i only have video games I already beat a million times before to distract me?!
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...at kleast least i got to sleep all the way past that hanb hangover. REALLY bad. stock markets having seizrur seizures = BAD time to get super drunk.
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when's the month gonna be OVER already!? i can't take this much longer!!!
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Post by America on Sept 12, 2011 21:29:11 GMT -5
I forgot out how BIG my house is, y'know? in somewhere near the upper-midwest right now, Ohio ort or maybe Illinois.
heh. Hope my boss isn't too mad. it's his own fault for making me stay put for all those days with nothing to ds distract me! The second i felt the order to syay stay put vanish I shoved some crap into a bag, jumped off my balcony, and fled into the nibght night!
Can't hithc hitchhike these days, but walking's always fun. Or taking the bus, when I can find one. i didn't really plka plan thos trip op ahead of time.
Kinda takes me back though, wandering like this. used to be a lot easier back when there wasn't anybody were less towns around. But at least i can still find lots of empty spaces! I like being BIG, but I dbnn dunno if I like feeling all FULL with peio people.
...hard to write this by firelight.
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